I hear your voice on the wind
of infinity I feel you, i see
you. I am the voice that dreams.
I am the voice. I am the voice
that always be I am the voice of
the future bring me your love
and peace so that my wounds heal
and your dreams set you free
This one had been requested by
many people this includes family
and friends and even people in
the Art Studio(Sunderland) where
I had just recently started oil
painting (yes i have a lot to
learn in oil painting, that in
time I promise to do this
picture sometime in my life as a
massive wall sized oil painting)
A canvas at that side would cost
about £50. Especially my sister,
when at the time I never knew
had a sister when I completed
this art piece asked to be
re-upload it. She has a degree
in art and psychology, and feels
as well that the image itself
has been misinterpreted
incorrectly. There is another
artist in the UK , as Sensual
Artist which I am hoping to meet
one day and perhaps do something
together. He has been having
problems with conservative
groups, who had been banning his
work from galleries in the UK. I
do hope we meet one day. I had
been working on my own in the
Art Studio since I am a quite
person most of the time, but
when i talk and share I am not
afraid to share my opinion since
the people of this planet need
to learn things. The people at
the art centre said my work and
this painting reminds them of
the conceptual art of "AVATAR"
and "Bosch".
Bosch is the one that had done
the painting of "Garden of
Earthly delights"
[link]
which depicted three spheres or
parts of reality. That is a
heaven, the so called paradise
and then a hell.
There are several
interpretations of the image,
and some I do not agree with,
but there are many individual
ones and this is the general
one.
[link]
What do I see? I see a false
heaven laid down by the
Christian/cathololic religion,
where everything is beautiful,
but there is the lack of joy,
happiness, laughter and
playfulness. The centre picture,
is the truth of it all how Earth
should be but has been
restricted and conformed. That
is a paradise , a garden of
Eden, where people are happy,
playful, and enjoy living, and
understand the universe and the
nature of things. The key to
paradism.
Then on the right is hell, where
people are cut up and stuff,
this is the fear people put on
others where the left is the
conformity they put on others
that if you fail to do the stuff
in the left, you have to face
the right and go to hell. It
also depicts like a doomsday
blues in the right, where there
is war and chaos and bloodshead.
(take note that the ashamedness
of nudity is depicted in left
and right)
Then my picture depicts the
centre piece, but a step further
that is creating a paradise, and
then exploring the universe.
Then my Essay/minithesis/booklet
what ever you may wish to see it
as, on Arts of Sensuality::>
Then some Important News links
where you think about..
The brewing of Ignorance::'Oral
sex' definition prompts
dictionary ban in US schools
A parent's complaint over a
'sexually graphic' definition
has seen dictionaries removed
from southern Californian
schools
(if they do not know, they would
look for it, try to understand
it and discover a perverse
sexuality rather than a healthy
one based on true love and
sensuality)
The control of the system , the
policy/non-conscious system has
now become dependent on currency
and censorship has become a
market :-
"Software Makers See a Market in
Censorship"
Then what if you you don't
care and allow things get
tighter and no improve to make
peoples lives that of the
heavens ?
Clarification of Old Description
::>
In the old description I used
the concept of colonizing based
on the star trek idea, and was
brought up with the word since I
was young and not aware with the
negative connotations and the
understanding of the word
through history. So here you can
learn from my error in words ,
and it actually should have been
settling on a planet and
blending into the ecosystem of
that planet without harming it
and as well terraforming it if
the planet is very basic and
contains no intelligent life or
beings.
Copy of old description::>
re-uploaded, removed by
conservative, misunderstood
individuals... it tore my
heart.. if you dont know what
that means, then God have mercy
on you...If you dont like it
might as well remove Bosch's
Paradise (Garden of Earthly
Delights)
Here is what someone thought...
" the pixels you sent were poor
but really
> diferent when i saw them in
devianart... soberb drawing you
> made... and i saw the work you
have done in the
> "paradise buble" in the best
quality it adquires
> a live i was missing in the
picture you have sent. but
> looking at the picuture you
sent me it came to my mind at
> once hieronymos bosch and his
paintings...but expressing
> free desires in a free instead
of his critical view. the
> oposites nearly found each
other.... in a point called
> opression. but i believe that
the changes are coming soon
> and then the sun will be the
same to everyone! (my favorite
> painting of bosch is the
tentações de santo antão-in
> lisbon (is in a portuguese
museum)
"
It a
My art is the only thing that
keeps me alive under my
misfortunate fate...
Its not pornography.. if you say
it is then you might as well ban
Da Vinci's art or even
This is the artwork the big one
which i have been trying to
finish, some of you have seen
the preview, I tried not to
reveal to much.
This pic is especially made for:
snapz for deviantart
subscription
Anglu
Liisa
Dana International and her fans
(including my best friends) &
Offer Nissim (his remix gave me
the titel for the image) Since
its the remix version that gives
the sound to the image.
Laura and Jessica
And those who have me in the
deviant watch, itching for this
to be released.
I was inspired to give the name
from the Offer Nissim Remix,
which has Dana's voice in it.
This took me over two months to
complete, it was an escape for
me while waiting for laser. Most
of the imagery seen here comes
from dreams, daydreams while
playing music.
As it took over two months, got
delayed by eskom, and my PC
crashing, and had to "cut down"
and render things separately in
3 levels, background, middle
ground and foreground. The
file(s) took more than half of
my hard drive, estimating 15 to
20 GBs or so with all the files.
The errors i was getting was
poser hanging... then some cases
i got an error "out of memory"
and then the most oddest case
which happened 10 times is error
- 50 , whatever that means i
diont know. The planet and moons
and space was done in Bryce. The
interror of the ship with its
plants and elves was done in
poser 5 using the firefly
renderer, i had to render it as
well in poser 4 renderer for the
dynanamic hair on some of the
figures, and photoshoped over
the poser 5 rendered stuff. The
stages were then photoshoped
together. The crystals were done
in Assymetrix 3Dfx and then
photoshoped and then textured to
a simple plain prop as a
texture., some of the plants
were done this way as well.(most
of them actualy to save on
memory. In the poser 5 renderer
all of the reflections were ray
traced, including the wet-oily
elf skins.
So what is the image about?
well its quite complex and alot
is going on in here...
First of all the space
environment, This is in the
bridge of the Elvin mother ship,
and they are heading for a very
stormy planet, which they want
to colonise, and they have named
it Petra. Petra has 3 moons ,
just like the elvin home world,
but the moons are different, but
similar. But all three here are
unhabited. The largest moon is
composed of ice, and spins
opposite to the planet's
rotation. Thus keeping it cool,
and has a breathable atmosphere,
under the ice is ocean. The
second moon is volcanic, has a
thin sulphuric atmosphere, but
atmosphere is thin due to its
low gravity. Then an airless
moon like Luna(Earth's moon),
but 1/3 smaller.
As the mother ship descends
slowly into the stormy,
breathable Petra's atmosphere,
they sing a song based on Dana's
Petra. But some of the other
elves are busy doing various
things, like piloting the mother
ship and such.
On the roof are crystals which
generate light, the fairies like
to fly and dance around the
crystals. Thick leaved plants
grow from the roof , these
provide the air for the elves to
breath. The crystal also
receives music from any
instrument or singing elf,
intelligently and amplifies it,
as well as change the colour of
the lighting according to the
feel of the music. It is also
capable of projecting hologram
images. The lighting near the
floor is created from shards of
these crystals which grow
naturally. They grow around the
Elvin magic feelings given off
by elves having sensual feelings
and feed of these feelings.
On the far left and right, there
are strange tentacles. These are
the tentacles of the flower
elves. They look like squids,
but they can detach from the
tentacle body (if on planet and
have space, (they can grow into
giant flowers, where they remain
inside deep in the flower with
over a zillion tentacles), and
regrow a new one. These elves
terraform planets using
telekinesis. They literally grow
into a huge plant which creates
many different creatures which
terraform the planet, however,
they have it easy, and just grow
homes for the elves, as this
world has basic life already.
They are very loving creatures,
even if they look scary, and
love to spend hours holding
coupled elves in the tentacle
arms, assisting there sensual
moments, and also "mothering"
them. These live under the
bridge deck,
and come out through the
cavities of the biosphere. They
also help with the ship's
recycle system, acting like
giant "earthworms"... There are
only 2 on the ship.
Then coming closer are the ship
navigation and weapons controls.
(they hardly ever use the
weapons since they are a very
peaceful race.) Then in the
middle is the bridge control, or
captain's chair, the elves take
turns being captain.
There are also younger elves
here, the ones on the left are
getting assistance in
constructing a robotic fairy,
which was already dismantled
before the parts were taken out
of the box and put together. On
the other side, is a large
droid, which two younglings and
a Borg are working on, the Borg
is assisting in the programming
by plugging into the droid, and
downloading code, where the
younglings learn, to use the
bits of code to construct the
droid's AI. As you can see the
younglings do not take part in
sensual moments, since they to
young to feel it or understand
it, and during this stage, they
learn fast, and actually allot
of the ship's basic parts which
the adults built on was invented
by younglings. They learn fast,
and when reaching maturity then
develop magical powers, and
become sensual beings and
develop wisdom, love from there
logic, knowledgeable youths, and
there learning process, slows
down, as well as there
metabolism, and they stop aging
and live almost forever.. Its
part of the Elvin culture that
they always close to each other,
and love flows through them like
magic, or it is magic? When the
younglings grow up they see the
love going on, but never
understand it, but see it,
younglings often tend to be
selfish, stubborn, but when they
mature the sensual feelings
combined with deeper love as a
foundation from what the seen
and learned when were young,
which becomes the "glue" of the
Elvin society, which makes every
member of society "family", and
they bond to each other
intensely and and intimately,
with many elves as possible.
This is why there is no war
within there world as everyone
they love so deeply, like
everyone is there partner, and
would break there hearts if they
disappear, in fact all the elves
that met with the disappeared
elf would mourn. Well one could
argue that because of there
attractive anatomy, this helped
enable this part of the culture
to form, since elves never are
disfigured and out of shape, if
one had to look at this
logically, and the love is held
by chemistry, which I disagree,
its deeper than that, its the
inner peace, love that comes
first, and then creates there
emotions to do the chemistry
part.
There instruments are often
multi-player instruments, played
by two or three elves. They
always play music, and singing
which keeps a loving relaxed
atmosphere. They do have single
player instruments. The one far
away is a 3 player harp, which 3
elves play. It is more complex
than playing a harp, since a lot
of feeling is needed to play,
and a specific feeling creates a
psychic feeling which changes
the sound effect of the string,
that's struck.
Then the one closer by is a
trumpet 2 player harp, which
also the elves connect to it,
and works with the same process
of the 3 player one. But this
one differs when they slump
there bodies together in motion,
it creates a drum sound, but
more of a electron drum sound,
like a rave/trance drum beat
sound. The base is the trumpet
attachments, which gives the
base sound, with a particular
string, and creates also one of
the most strangest sounds... The
sound they playing from it
sounds like an orchestra with (
organ as main instrument, which
is in a spacey sound) played
through a wide echo chamber with
heavy reverb with a buzzy base.
Then one elf is playing a
guitar. which is also wirelessly
connected to the 2 player harp,
the soft sounds is picked up by
the crystal, and amplifies it,
as the crystal is partly
intelligent, after listening and
amplifying the "song" it
resample and remixes
live...sometimes a song can be
played for hours, but changing
emotion, tempo and pitch.. the
guitar is also capable of
playing metal, since that it was
originally designed for...
Here the elves that are involved
in the music are singing (even
the younglings are
mumbling/humming along...
Vai Na La Petra (elvin for going
to petra)
Dana International:
Going to Petra
Lyrics: Yoav Ginay
Music: 'Ofer Nisim
There, the moon sets in red
All the stones sweat blood
I’m going to Petra
There, the body seethes with
madness
The hallucinations rise and fly
I’m going to Petra
Refrain:
I will cross a river
And I will return to the desert
Like a wild tiger
A night in the desert
Petra, night, Petra
There Asia borders on space
Her dress is slipping off up in
the sky
I’m going to Petra
There, your lips kiss
tranquillity
Drums of passion are booming
I’m going to Petra